.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' Sunday, October 11, 2009 Y
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.Friday, September 18, 2009 ' Friday, September 18, 2009 Y
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.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' Saturday, September 12, 2009 Y
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hey, im looking for a place to get cheap branded perfumes, eg, polo ex, polo black, burberry`s , emporio armani`s or david off.
help me?
no, not in pasar malam or bazaar`s.
mustafa centre?
maybe..
been online everyday since the holidays.
stalin`s and hitler`s notes are killing me, gosh!
kynna has been accompanying me online throughout the week,
Thanks!
sometimes, when you trust someone so much, they tend to betray ya.
that happened exactly a year ago.
let bygones be bygones.
im loking forward to life after olevels.
i wanna get a job!
i wanna go on dates!
i wanna socialized!
i wanna leave all the bad memories and take only happy memories when graduating.
for all those who thinks im a loser, a failure,
guess what, im studying hard.
im not gonna let my family down.
nor friends whom has help me through all this.
looking forward to the last day of fasting.
as usual, every year,
going to bazaar geylang with friends the night of hari raya, wait, its morning of raya- 2am.
haha.
i have a lot of things to buy before hari raya.
topman`s shades.
perfumes.
sandals.
new haircut? eww.
.Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ' Wednesday, September 02, 2009 Y
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friends help me throught all the tough times.
.Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ' Tuesday, September 01, 2009 Y
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im utterly upset..
considered the weekend a long holidays, plus my presence is not needed in school,
i prefer staying at home or go out just to grab a bite.
then the idea came to my mind, why dont i visit my granny?
since im home alone, why not buy her a few fruits and foods for breaking-fast.
so that was the idea.
took 171 to her house, a condo nearby khatib camp.
she`s staying with my aunt and my cousins.
when i arrived, she was cooking.
i approached her and chatted for a while.
then, my aunt came blasting into the kitchen and shouted at her,
" why are you cooking? who wants to eat that? im gonna FRY foods "
my granny cant eat fry foods.
my aunt then ask my granny to throw the nasi lemak she cooked and the ingrediants for the dishes that she was about to cook, to be thrown.
WTF.
then what will granny eat?
luckily, i bought porridge for her.
i also bought some fruits.
she then walked out of the kitchen, with the most sympathic face ever, saddened, it breaks my heart.
she was touching and fiddling with the food i bought,
she said, " i dont mind having all these for breaking-fast, this is all i need, porridge and fruits, thank you fattah "
gosh, its so saddening to know how badly granny is treated.
what`s wrong with these people? heartless?
its ok if you dont allow granny to cook, instead, you cook something that she CAN eat. its fine.
but you are so selfish, damn selfish that you dont give a damn about her well-being. instead, all long as you`re happy, its alright.
WTF
im wondering for how long granny has not been well feed.
luckily i had the urged to visit granny.
granny is so badly treatened, whats wrong with them, really...
i will start to vist granny nowadays, even if prelims around the corner, my granny health is more important.
my aunt know that im visiting granny once awhile.
been buying my granny porridge and kuihs for breaking-fast.
aunt have been sarcastically insulting me.
" i didnt know club soccer players earns alot, maybe enough to buy a condo? i dont think so "
hmph, arrogant.
at least, i didnt forget my foreground, i dont forget about people who brought me up, raised me up till im successful now.
if my grandfather is still around, i swear you wouldnt dare to do such things, nor talk to people like that in his presence.
my grandfather has been supporting me since i was a kidd.
sending me to trainings when i was just 7
he would watch me during trainings.
but, things had changed now.
he`s no longer here,
there`s only my granny now, i wouldnt wanna lose her, not now.
i will takecare of her.
i will not only be able to affort your condo,
i can affort to buy the 3 storey bangalow-condo just beside your house,
which cost double more expensive than your condo.
even if i dont make it, at least im not as evil as you people.
i`ve lost many of my loved ones, daddy, ein, grandfather and many more.
i dont want to lose another one, not now.
. ' Tuesday, September 01, 2009 Y
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